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Friday, May 20, 2005
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the worst thing that happen to u is when u break ur own promise to urself
that was wad ms loh said to us todae
i was realli totalli shocked of wad she had told us todae.
d7 in eng.i never ever tot if i will get this grade for my o level exam.
just a grade diff can chg ur whole life TOTALLI.
and im worried now.
wad if i get a d7.in eng.or even e8 or f9
i noe my eng sarks.i haf a c5. everytime my father will ask me to read eng newspaper.
listen to the bbc.and all those kinda things.
and i do beliff that it will realli help me in pulling my eng marks up.
and so i tell myself.READ.READ.READ.
but in the end, i duno why. this doesnot happen at all.
izzit becuz i haf no determination.
or izzit that i dun bother about my studies at all.
sometimes i realli wonder if im forcing myself to tink the wae i shud be finking.
am i forcing myself to fink i shud be determined and pull that blardi marks up.
and im sure that after blogging this out. i wun be determined enuf to do all the readings and stuffs.
this is so yucki and sarki.
shant fink too much now.
and sorri 3f if i cant trg with u all!
felt guilty tt i cudnt trg with u all when u all were piahing so hard for intercls.
guess i wun be free tmr too.hais.
i wan plae bball!
im glad tt we had this intercls thingy.
mebbe winning matters to me.
but i am sure that the process is definitely more impt.
over this few weeks
each of us encouraged one another
every 3f huats we did were totalli GREAT.
[[we do not rawk individually. we rawk as ONE]]
we haf been thru thick and thin.
altho it is onli 5 mths together
but i can proudli sae that we have bonded
mebbe not those kind of realli very good frens
but we care for each other, worri for each other, happi for each other, sad for each other. (x
but everytime i see this, i will just tink of sec four graduation.
im just afraid.
afraid of losing.
hais.nvm! just realli treasure wad u haf now.
same old words.but it is true.
mani ppl chose onli to learn how to treasure some stuffs aft they had lost them.
i will treasure 3f!
i love 3f!
that was wad ms loh said to us todae
i was realli totalli shocked of wad she had told us todae.
d7 in eng.i never ever tot if i will get this grade for my o level exam.
just a grade diff can chg ur whole life TOTALLI.
and im worried now.
wad if i get a d7.in eng.or even e8 or f9
i noe my eng sarks.i haf a c5. everytime my father will ask me to read eng newspaper.
listen to the bbc.and all those kinda things.
and i do beliff that it will realli help me in pulling my eng marks up.
and so i tell myself.READ.READ.READ.
but in the end, i duno why. this doesnot happen at all.
izzit becuz i haf no determination.
or izzit that i dun bother about my studies at all.
sometimes i realli wonder if im forcing myself to tink the wae i shud be finking.
am i forcing myself to fink i shud be determined and pull that blardi marks up.
and im sure that after blogging this out. i wun be determined enuf to do all the readings and stuffs.
this is so yucki and sarki.
shant fink too much now.
and sorri 3f if i cant trg with u all!
felt guilty tt i cudnt trg with u all when u all were piahing so hard for intercls.
guess i wun be free tmr too.hais.
i wan plae bball!
im glad tt we had this intercls thingy.
mebbe winning matters to me.
but i am sure that the process is definitely more impt.
over this few weeks
each of us encouraged one another
every 3f huats we did were totalli GREAT.
[[we do not rawk individually. we rawk as ONE]]
we haf been thru thick and thin.
altho it is onli 5 mths together
but i can proudli sae that we have bonded
mebbe not those kind of realli very good frens
but we care for each other, worri for each other, happi for each other, sad for each other. (x
but everytime i see this, i will just tink of sec four graduation.
im just afraid.
afraid of losing.
hais.nvm! just realli treasure wad u haf now.
same old words.but it is true.
mani ppl chose onli to learn how to treasure some stuffs aft they had lost them.
i will treasure 3f!
i love 3f!
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